I Had Everything I Wanted – And I Still Wanted To Die

Originally posted on Let's Queer Things Up!:
I’ve spent an hour, give or take, furiously pacing the floor of my apartment. They call this “psychomotor agitation,” though I don’t know it yet. I feel like I can’t stand to be in my skin another second, like I’m completely wired and simultaneously the most depressed…

The Love Yourself List: Links To Help If You’re Feeling Suicidal

*image found here. ****Occasionally I will repost this as I get more information, or more readers in different countries**** Whoever you are, whether I’ve talked to you or not, you are beautiful. You are loved. There are people that care about you, even if you don’t realize it, even if you can’t see it right now. […]

When You Ask How Can I Help (The Things I Can Not Say)

You don’t have to understand I promise it’s alright I don’t want you to truly get what I go through Just sit here by my side I don’t want to talk right now I just need you here It hurts so bad, and I can’t explain Please, just wipe away my tears The darkness has […]

Mental Health

So, sharing this could destroy my credibility I’ve worked to build, and that’s messed up. I’ve been mistrusted after acknowledging this before, but oh well, it has to be done. October 10th is known as world mental health day, and in the name and need to stop stigmatizing of mental disorders… here goes. I’m bipolar […]