I’m sitting up in bed, next to my girlfriend. She is fast asleep. She works nights. I didn’t sleep well last night, I should really be asleep with her… I can’t sleep though. I’m having nightmares again. I don’t remember them. Be all accounts, I should be excited. Today is my first day of testing… Continue reading Autism testing day number one. Can’t get the darkness out of my head
It’s 6:30 am. I’ve been up for an hour because I had to use the bathroom and my mind started racing immediately… This is a pretty normal deal, often once u am up I am up, or on the opposite end, there is no getting me up lol I’m not even sure what I’m thinking… Continue reading Too Early To Think, Oh Yeah And Autism
I have been neglecting to write on here, even avoiding it actively, more than a few times. My anxiety has been through the roof. My life feels like it had fallen apart around me and I’m trying to put the pieces together. I miss the hell out of writing on here and reading the blogs… Continue reading Anxiety and blogging
Hi sunshines! I love you and I miss you. I’ve been having a really hard time lately in my personal life, and I’ve kind of caved into this terrible spiral resulting in a pretty dramatic isolation. I don’t have a job currently, and I think at some point my brain broke, and now, it “can’t… Continue reading Ivy, where’d you go?
Sitting Next To You By: Ivy Willow I sit next to you A whole galaxy of understanding just inches away I look bored you say Let’s watch Supernatural you say You don’t wait for an answer That’s fine, because you would be waiting too long It’s been hours since I could form any meaningful words… Continue reading Sitting Next To You
A single bubble escaped my right nostril, swimming in haste to the water’s surface, as if gasping. I closed my eyes. She was right, that synchronized swimmer I’d overheard in the locker room. “Sometimes we lay on the bottom of the pool. It’s actually relaxing.” I could’ve drifted off to sleep. My heartbeat, remarkably slow,… Continue reading Euphoria – By Suzanne Marie Calvin-Yim©
So, I advocate for “political correctness”, or as I like to call it common decency. I’m also called, like all others who advocate for PC, thin-skinned. I’m constantly told I’m taking things too harshly and being too sensitive. Here’s where that gets me though. I’m saying “be respectful please, utilize these words”, and people lose… Continue reading Thin-skinned PC culture