I wish (my babies)

I wish I wasn’t sick.

I wish my brain wasn’t sick.

I wish I could live with my babies.

I wish I didn’t screw up the most beautiful thing in my life.

I wish I wasn’t missing my little loves grow… They’ve all learned so much in the past month.

How I miss knowing what they’re doing day to day.

My babies…

Seeing them grow is lovely, but it hurts so much to know I’m missing it

Because I’m so fucking sick

And I can never get rid of it

I’ll never be not sick

I miss my babies so much


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