So sick

I’m so sick

I’m so sick of being sick

I’m so sick of fucking up my life

I’m so sick of destroying the good things I have

I’m so sick of hating myself

I’m so sick of my suicide attempts

I’m so sick of stressing out those I love

I’m so sick of letting V control my life even though she’s gone

I’m so sick of my anxiety

I’m so sick of my paranoia

I’m so sick of my bipolar

I’m so sick of my agoraphobia

I’m so sick of being sick

 

And this is going to fucking change

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