I’m on medication for over a year now and I’ve been mostly steady since then. I’m now finding that it’s so incredibly hard to differentiate between mania and simply being successful and having a good self image.
Success and good self esteem are so intrinsically tied to my mania. I’ve never really succeeded without it and success has always come because of it.
I’m being successful and I’m happy. I have a bit of self esteem and I can’t tell if I should be excited or concerned.